{MARILYN MANSON}

I've been feeling up and down of late.  Sometimes I feel almost happy, but at night i feel a consuming sadness and loneliness.  

I feel like everything in my life is endless.. I'm always trying and never getting anywhere.. I'm just going in circles, and I have no way or opportunity to change this stuff.

I guess the only positive thing is that I went skating at Tempe park twice this week.

I feel unwanted.  My friends don't invite me to do thing or accept my invitation to do anything.  No one wants me unless they're getting something really cool for free out of it.. For instance Chelsea invited me clubbing on Thursday, but didn't bother to call me and let me know she was at the club, I ended up finding out by texting a different mutual friend and so I went.   When we were outside on the clubs patio…

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