{MARILYN MANSON}

ever since sunday i didnt feel like me. also sunday night right after i got out of the shower i went straight to bed and cried myself to sleep. i feel like sleeping, crying and not eating. i dont know whats wrong w/me. i guess its b/c im lonely and dont have a bf b/c my sister has one AGAIN and i dont which really sucks ass. today i felt like doing nothing and i really wanted to cry during lunch but i couldnt so i held it in. !!!!ALL I WANT IS A FUCKIN BOYFRIEND FOR CHRISTS SAKE ITS MAKING ME MISERABLE!!!!